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What I want to be when I grow up

When I was little, I wanted to be a house wife or a bagger at Safeway.

When I was in Junior High, I wanted to be a librarian.

When I was in High School, I wanted to be a Spanish teacher.

When I was in College, I wanted to be a social worker.

I want to be a disease cowgirl for the CDC. I want to be married, have two kids and one-point-five dogs.

I want to be an inventor, a dreamer. I want to be honest and to show I care with my actions. I want to be known for sinking my teeth in. I want to be loved through my weaknesses and encouraged in my strengths. More than anything, I want to be ABLE to give than to someone else.

Hell, it won't happen. 

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