I had a dream last night where I was looking at either a sunset or a sunrise. It was like a screensaver in my head. A voice was talking to me while I looked at the sky. It was telling me that I could choose to die now and have a painless death. I would just go into the sunset/sunrise. I said that I didn't want to go yet because I didn't like the way I had been living lately and didn't want to face God that way. I think it's funny that I didn't say I didn't want to die because there are things I want to do and people who I don't want to leave. Both those things are true, yet I didn't say that.